Thursday, October 23, 2008

46: :)

You have a hidden personality, so hidden that even you dont know it. I want to bring it out, because he's so beautiful. I want to be the only one that sees him, he'll be our little secret. Why are you hiding him in the first place? He's sweet and smart, he's the right amount of funny. Enough that my stomach aches and tears form, enough that neither of my eyebrows are raised or my eyeballs moving round. You keep your word and with you I feel special.

BUT

Your rough and insensitive. You're too scared to show your feelings, it almost feels like you dont trust me. You run off with other people having more fun with them and when with me its like you're dying. I feel like I'm not good enough and I have to be more then what I am to be with you. Why must I try so hard just for your presence with me? Maybe I'm not that special after all.

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