Monday, June 16, 2008

20: Just a week left... of..utter boredom?/total freedom? until the beginning of...normalcy?

I don't like school.. I don't hate it either. I don't know my opinion of school.. its just that its a place where I learn and mingle... (mingle... ?? jeez ) socialize. I'm partly excited.. to see how people changed.. then again I'm worried too.. the usual school pressure of studies and stuff. I have to get used to actually waking up and sleeping early, back to having a schedule and remembering to bring and pack books. And crap, I haven't even finished my homework. (Dear Teacher, if you happen to read that sentence, please, ignore it. It would be troublesome for me to give an excuse to you once school re opens. Thank you)

I can't believe time has passed that fast. I didn't even acheive anything. I didn't start anything. I didn't change (for the better or for the worse) I don't feel like I spent my how ever many weeks wisely.. like I just rotted in front of some electronic appliance. (computers.. tvs.. ipods etc etc) And I was hoping for something exciting to come out. The malay trip wasnt that much of a waste of time at least. It was worth sacrificing 4 days of my holiday. Heck I sort of wish it lasted just a bit longer... (not forever.. the bathrooms stink.. and I ran out of mosquito repellant)

I hope school will be better then the awful gut feeling I have.

ttfn

xxx
ms.trying to care

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